How chronic illness has changed my life

I strongly believe in a human being is holistic entity. If any part of my body is stressed out for some reason, then the remainder of my body is affected. I feel so much better now when the healing  process has started. Not all the advise that people give you is wrong. I was watching a Netflix show about how our eating habit escalate the progress of your illness. I have tried to stay away from certain foods, but it is easier said than done. The program advises people to live on a plant diet. Plant diet as healthy as it may sound is the most boring there is. The expert on that same show pinpoint that the strongest animal in the jungle is an elephant and it is vegetarian. Well that argument almost convinced me until i reflected on the saying that says that you do not miss me what you do not know. The elephant as strong as it might seem, has never tasted meat, therefore does not have any craving for it either. I was brought up in the southern part of Zambia, we are well known for bein...

I was listening to sermon by an SDA preacher talking about how we become imprisoned by our pattern of behavior. How we don´t learn from our previous mistakes. We get caught up in wanting to break even with people who have hurt us, we continue making wrong choices and the pattern does not change. With the amount of pain that i have had. I have felt trapped in a body which I can move as i want to. My mind is sound except for the times when I am so drugged that i do not even know my name or where i am. Its a choice of immense pain or this euphoria. When people look at me they cannot even envision what i feel. Any slight move in any direction feels like either a blow to my body with a baseball bat or a knife wound. Every time i complain people look at me like I am crazy. They can not see what i am feeling. My body is being eaten from inside. When it comes to let go and let God. I am thinking more in terms of what are the factors that i can influence. How can i change my behavior to help ...

Today ,  there   was  a program on television  about  a  young  lady  who   was   overweight  and  she   was  desperate to  lose  the  weight  and  did  not  want  to go  through  the  pains   of   dieting  or  exercise . The moment  she   mentioned   that   she   did  not  want  to  actually  do  something  to  lose  the  weight  my gut  knew   that  the solution  she   would   choose   would  get  her   into   trouble . The solution  she  chose  was  to get an operation, the  price  for  such  an operation  was  6500 dollars an  amount   she   did  not  have . To  cut  the long story short  she   found   some ...